End of An Era

There are a number of things I should have written about and last Sunday I was supposed to do just that but I didn't know where to start. In the end, I ditched the idea altogether. Now that things ain't so shitty anymore, I decided that yeah, I'll try to piece together the damn week that it was and let things be. Such a lovely idea.Maybe I should take my own advice.

I'm finally over my depression over leaving Porno Land. I have come to live with the fact that yes, it was fun while it lasted, yes, I'll miss the Golden Days and yes, I'll miss the damn pool but sometimes we tend to cling to what little is left of the happier days, hoping that things will be better in the coming days and realize that no, it won't. At this point I feel that I'm way past my usefulness to the company and it's time to move on. I leave with happy memories, that's what's important.



It's funny now that as my days here in the old company are numbered, I not only learned a few lessons but also came to appreciate the people and things I took for granted. Sad, but dealing with these new developments made me cherish the last few moments spent here in Porno Land.

I realized that friends really do come and go. That they aren't perfect and that I shouldn't give to much credit to some. I find it disappointing when I accidentally find out some of my friends are either ratting out on me or that there has been some instances when they felt that it was necessary to lie just to get ahead of everyone else. I hate competition and I find it especially taxing to compete with a friend that's why I steer clear of those things. But some are just asking for it. However, instead of attempting to plot my next revenge on you, I'll just smile and will try my best not to let it get in the way of our "friendship". For your sake and mine.

I also learned that no matter how well-meaning your intentions are, you shouldn't divulge details that are totally unnecessary. There is a great chance that it will backfire on you and if you come to think of it, if you do it then you're no better than the very person you are trying in vain to warn people about.

It's futile to mend broken fences because sometimes it's best to just wait for the pieces to fall into their rightfull places, you just have to have patience. And when that day of reckoning comes, feel free to rub it in their faces, you deserve it.

You shouldn't believe everything you hear. If you find that people are hesitant to spill their guts out on you, chances are, they know something you don't.

Lastly, people lie all the time.