I just watched an old Rico Yan starrer titled, Got 2 Believe. I know it might sound like I’m making up an excuse for watching an overly-cheesy film but the thing was, there‘s nothing good on TV. I almost forgot how cute Rico Yan was until I checked out this film. Claudine was at the peak of her career... that much I can tell from her ginormous rack. There were some ngilo-moments but overall, it’s a cute movie. Not something I’d pay to watch but something I’d watch if it’s for free.
I wish Rico didn’t die.
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I got several messages from this guy I used to be in-like with. I made the mistake of accidentally disabling the stealth setting of my IM, something I can’t figure out. So there. He’s been persistently trying to reach me all year long but I always ignored him. I was that pissed. I’m still pissed but at this point I don’t care as much about the issue as before. He sent out like, 8 messages in rapid succession.
Yesterday was different though. I was actually tempted to respond. I wanted to ask him if he’s okay. And maybe wring a confession out of him, herher. I must admit I miss talking to him. I mean, one of the reasons why I liked him was because he’s so smart. He also has this quirky sense of humour which is so cute. He has a way of making you feel like you’re the only person in the room and you have his undivided attention. He’s so dorky and yet he’s such a badass without meaning to be.
We could’ve conquered the world, him and I.
Despite that, I still chose to ignore him. He’s the devil.
I could block him from sending me messages but I don’t have the heart to do that. His last message read “Please respond to any of my messages if you have the time, take care”
Ay. So cute. I heard he’s leaving for the US. Oh, well.
In spite of everything, I wish him happiness. I wish he wishes the same thing for me and that God would hear his prayer for my own personal happiness loud enough that He’d finally relent and introduce me to my Prince Charming already. Because waiting for the right one to come along stinks donkey balls.
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Speaking of waiting, I think that’s what I’m meant to do in this life. To wait. For everything. Wait for a fucking phone call, wait for the right guy, wait for my damn steak, wait for a stupid cab ride, wait for the check. Endless fucking waiting. I’m a... wait-er.
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Michael Jackson died and quite frankly I’m in shock. You know, I’m the kind of person who rarely cares for other person’s welfare other than my own but I was genuinely saddened by MJ’s demise.
Haaay... peace to the King.
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I used to hate posting shit on forums. I hated it. I think my hate for forum posting stemmed out from my SSN days. But now, I actually enjoy talking to people on the forums. It’s kinda fun especially if they talk about things that has nothing to do with porn.
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I attended a PTA meeting for my little brother. I was late as usual but that didn’t stop me from bagging the VP post. I’m not interested with these kinds of shit but I was too shy and too flabbergasted to say anything because it was the mom of Waki’s best friend who nominated me. Hrmmm.
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I wish I’m a ninja or a Samurai master. Actually, I wish I was born Japanese, living it up in Tokyo. Being in a third-world country really sucksass.
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I’m thinking about buying a netbook, preferably an HP mini, sometime soon. If I’m gonna take that home-based gig, I need something smaller and much, much more portable lappy than this one.
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Please God, make that Aussie dude call me. Because I don’t wanna go homebased but if I have to, I will.
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